last months horoscope for love:

October
This month, you are really focused on relationships. This category, of course, includes romantic relationships. It's pretty important, especially the 1st and 2nd, for you to take a little time out from doing, and spend some time just being aware of what it is you've been up to emotionally. It might be tough to do: sometimes it's easier to act without that self-critical, self-reflective component. The 4th, you could uncover a problem in a romantic pattern that you'd been hiding from yourself. Deal with it now. The 7th, you get lucky with something, and the 13th, 14th and 15th, you are in a very special, very romantic, very emotionally luxurious kind of space. Enjoy it. The 19th is more of the same -- that is, totally romantic. The 24th you might not believe it, but even more love and kisses are coming your way. See what happens when you really focus on your feelings? The 29th, take another time-out and check in with yourself.

this month's horoscope for love&in general:

November
You can often be found swimming in the silvery waters of relationships, and this month you could be doing your delicate, fishy, underwater thing even more than usual -- and even more romantically than ever. Starting the 1st, and continuing all month long, you and a partner could be checking out seaweed forests and coral reefs in the Sea of Love. The 5th, watch for a sharp-toothed somebody. The 10th, if you want to go out for steaks and your goldfish wants to stay home for vegetarian cuisine, do what they want. The 13th, write down your dreams when you wake up -- they could be very elucidating -- and then get ready for a day to enjoy your romance, which is going swimmingly. The 16th, you get a riddle instead of a love poem. By the 19th, you'll have your answer, all right, right from your angelfish's lips. And if it isn't already L-O-V-E, then it's probably headed that way! There could be more love in the air (or in the water) on the 24th, and by the 29th, you two are zipping along like a pair of very lovey electric eels.

November
Nobody -- but nobody -- knows what 'intensive self-reflection' means the way you do. And as this last month before winter (the season of intensive self-reflection) begins, you'll spend the 1st and 2nd looking long, hard and deep at all those internal goings-on. Good for you -- after all, somebody's got to do it! On the 5th, focus on work. Luck is on your side (again!) and you'll accomplish more than you thought you could. The 10th and 11th, go out and gather the last of those multicolored leaves to luxuriate in the beauty of the season. The 15th, you're in for a romantic burst of reds, yellows and oranges -- are you and a partner lighting an autumn campfire together? The 20th, it looks like there's even more romance smoldering under some toasty briquettes. On the 21st, go ahead and light it, but don't forget to barbecue something healthy (think: tofu). The 27th, you and a partner could squabble, but the 30th, you'll be back in self-reflection mode.

my love/romance horoscope (in general):

Those of you with natal Venus in Aries could be visualized as Cupid with a bow, rising to glorified heights and releasing an arrow aimed at the specific target of your choice. Energetic, bright-eyed and direct, Venus-in-Aries types will not demurely wait for anything. They tend to be active and forthright, definitely not strangers to competition. They possess the impatience and daring of a truly alive, variety-seeking free thinker, constantly seeking the indescribable bliss and inspiration of love with a capital 'L'. If you are true to type, your emotions are changeable, fiery and might be a bit on the explosive side. Although you will probably attract a number of people to you with your energy and super-active attitude, beware of your less…ummm…attractive tendencies. Sometimes self-centered, bordering on total self-absorption, Venus-in-Aries types may leave their significant others wondering if there is room for two in an affair. Remembering that others may not see things the same way you do will enable you to keep things cool (or hot). And don't forget, you will always be happiest in a relationship that lets you be true to yourself.

horoscopes in general (for planets in signs):

Chapter 1: Planets in Signs

Sun in Pisces:

Your spirituality and faith in God give you an ethereal quality which can inspire others. [umm... there isn't too much faith in that area. lmao...]

Mercury in Aquarius:

You see what's best for the whole and come up with new ways of accomplishing things which combine the traditional with the non-traditional.

Venus in Aries:

Your love nature is ardent and direct.  The object of your affection knows where he/she stands with you at all times.

Mars in Capricorn:

Your energies are directed toward advancement.  You always move upward.

From:	Avictoriadiva702@aol.com  Add to Address Book
Date:	Fri, 8 Jul 2005 13:13:48 EDT
Subject:	Doing what you want
To:	vehg4me@yahoo.com

aww! thanks grandma!

and i got a 25 on my act!

Scores for June 11, 2005 National Test Date
AUDREY A ENGEL       July 10, 2005

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ACT Composite	25
	Test Score (1-36)	Subscore (1-18)	Subscore (2-12)
English	25
Usage/Mechanics		14
Rhetorical Skills		13
Mathematics	22
Pre-Algebra/Elementary Algebra		12
Int. Algebra/Coord.Geometry		11
Plane Geometry/Trigonometry		11
Reading	27
Social Studies/Science		15
Arts/Literature		13
Science	25
Combined English/Writing	24
Writing			08

Comments on Your Essay: Your essay maintained focus on the specific issue in the prompt.

and here's a little something from the amda:

THE AMERICAN MUSICAL AND DRAMATICS ACADEMY

Los Angeles Campus - Spring 2006

^{The following is the direct cost of education for one academic year. The tuition for the second year of the program will remain at the same rate as the first year. The housing charges may be adjusted in the second year of the program. These housing costs are for students living in AMDA’s Student Housing. Students who live off campus should expect their housing costs to be higher than those listed here.}

^{Tuition $20,780
Student Fee $ 300
Tuition & Fees Total $21,080
1st Semester Housing $ 3,000
Housing Service Fee $ 200
2nd Semester Housing $ 3,000
Housing Service Fee $ 200
Student Housing Total $ 6,400
Total Tuition & Housing: $27,480}

^{Living expenses are estimated at $4,500 ($150 per week) and include the cost of food, transportation, laundry, etc. Living expenses are not to be paid to AMDA and are not reflected on the Payment Agreement. This amount does not include expenses for traveling to and from school. Remember to plan for the additional costs of travel if you are moving to Los Angeles or New York City.}

Book requirements vary based on the semester and the program of study. Generally, the cost for books is less than $150. During orientation books needed for the upcoming year are available for purchase at AMDA. Additional scripts/sheet music will be required throughout the year. Integrated Program students will need correct shoes and clothing for dance classes. Studio Program students will need a batting glove for their dominant hand and kneepads for stage combat classes, and will need correct shoes and clothing for the dance and movement class. Costs for these items vary and more detailed purchasing information will be available in the Student Handbook.

i think i know what my problem is... i'm burnt out on life.

worthless, worthless
completely unworthwhile.
what was felt
as she stood alone
was a greater pain then death.
maximize, maximize.

cornered in a
small, dark room
frightened, frightened.
she cries
herself to sleep again.
she cries
for help.

the weather imitates her sickness:
cold, sad, dark.
enough is enough.
cold, sad, dark.
the breaking point has come.

yep, that's another wonderful invention by the audrizzle!